from content to contempt

It's amazing how much one person can add or take away from your life.
How a daily routine can go from content to contempt in a heartbeat.
How every place you ever went to suddenly makes you feel like an unwanted vagrant, instead of welcomed family.
It's unnerving to be able to sit outside your own body and watch helplessly as the life you once had and cherished, smashes into pieces that can never be glued back together.
Is it really so unrealistic to think and believe, with every part of your being, that you truly know the outcome of a situation, no matter how twisted or far fetched it may be? Only to be slapped in the face with a sledgehammer and have your reality pulled out from under you.
Is it so obscure to believe in somebody so much that if they said the sky was green, you would debate until you were blue-faced and out of breath with any other who questioned it?
Would that be crazy? Or just a crazy way to think? In the end, the only thing that matters is happiness.