Beautiful Disaster

He drowns in his dreams. An exquisite extreme, I know.
He's as damned as he seems. More heaven than a heart could hold.
And if I tried to save him. My whole world could cave in.
Just ain't right. Lord, it just ain't right.
Oh and I don't know. I don't know what he's after. But he's so beautiful. Such a beautiful disaster.
If I could hold on. Through the tears and the laughter. Would it be beautiful? Or just a beautiful disaster.
He's magic and myth. As strong as what I believe.
A tragedy with, more damage than a soul should see.
And do I try to change him. So hard not to blame him.
Hold me tight. Baby, hold me tight.
Oh and I don't know. I don't know what he's after. But he's so beautiful. Such a beautiful disaster.
If I could hold on, through the tears and the laughter. Would it be beautiful? Or just a beautiful disaster.
I'm longing for love and the logical. But he's only happy hysterical.
I'm searching for some kind of miracle. Waiting so long. I've waited so long.
He's soft to the touch. But frayed at the ends he breaks.
He's never enough. But still he's more than I can take.
No, I don't know. I don't know what he's after. But he's so beautiful. Such a beautiful disaster.
If I could just hold on, through the tears and the laughter. Would it be beautiful? Or just a beautiful disaster.

(Lyrics by:M.Wilder/R.Jordan)